.Thursday, May 28, 2009 ' 10:24 AM Y
Sumtym i wonder, am i supposed to sacrifice moi personal happiness all e tym? Jus to make those ard moi happy? Will it eventually becum exhausting? Feeling a sense of fatigue, both mentally and physically. Sumtym i wan to just lay on e bed and shut off frm e world. Perhaps by doing tis, then i'd be slightly happier?Moi life could probably not sux anymore right now. For some reason, i'm really looking forward to it. Life is busy. Life is a constant race.
it's been a long tym since i felt tis way and tis morn was horrible wen i actually cried.thoughts run thru moi mind and flash back of some incidents. it got moi realli affected and it seems tat everything is in a repeat mode which i'm so afraid of. Sumtym it realli is killin e inside of moi, e guilt which doesnt seems to go away.
anyway, happy birthday bestie! thanks for acc moi for dinner by walkin frm toh guan all e way to jurong town council. haha! enjoy ya special day yo and stop telling ppl i treat yew to mac for b'dae. wat an ass uh! for gawd sake, stop laughin at moi scream moi lungs out jus nw. Erase it off frm ya mind. greatly appreciate.
' sumwhere over the rainbow♥
