.Thursday, April 2, 2009 ' 6:19 AM Y
I'm into moi own world tryin to save moiself frm all those shit! go away will yew? i aint interested in bein in a relationship and we can onli b PURE fren. Yew dun hab to change yaself tinkin i'll accept yew. Jus b who yew're in e past. Ur actions makes moi irritated tis leads to moi nt wantin to tok to yew. I knw we used to b veri close but things has alr changed and it got out of hand tat i dun even knw who to turn to cox none of moi close fren actually knw yew.
thanks for always hearin moi rant, givin moi endless of advice. Recallin back i felt so guilty in e way i treated yew but glad tat we still remain as close fren. Yew always bein dere for moi even wen i hab prob wit moi ex bf. The stuff yew said to moi tdy set moi tinking. Indeed, i shld learn to settle moi own prob before being dere to go thru tough tym wit frens. Helping frens but in e end most of e tym it got moi into trouble. Haix! Recallin back, hab i always been dere wit frens even thou it's in e wee hours of e nite wen dey're dwn? I dun even hab an ans for moiself. But i aint prepare for e worst to happen. Small prob which leads to BIG misunderstandin. He told moi i treat moi frens way beta than moi own family members which sumhw i find it true enuff to b ashame of. He told moi i shldnt treat frens well enuff tat i'm always stuck in e middle. Their prob becum part of moi prob as well. Thanks for lettin moi realise to much stuff thru e 10mins chat online. i realli didnt knw i will go such a long way to help moi own frens, i find it worth doing it but i find moiself being silly as well.
it set moi tinkin tat i couldnt concentrate much on wat i was doin e whole damn day! I'm out onli for drivin lesson and wasnt even in e mood to head out at all which is so not moi. Can yew tell moi wat i shld do? I dun wanna see her in tis way either. SIGH!
' sumwhere over the rainbow♥
