.Sunday, November 2, 2008 ' 11:54 PM Y
guess this post gona b long. Tis is a place where i pour out moi sorrows, pen dwn moi happy days. dun lyk it den f- off. moi day didnt start well tdy frm e tym i woke up in e morn. i duno when was e last tym i felt lyk crap e whole day. i wonder when will things b back on track.
i might be a cheerful gerl to many of yew but dere's so mani things which i'm keepin to moiself and i wish to pour out everything. dere's too mani issue on hand and i wish everything can b over soon cox i'm feeling all sick of moi life.
recalling those tym wen we were so close.we shared almost every single thing but nw we turn out to b strangers. i seriously tink i was dumb enuff to actually trust yew. I regret nt listening to the advise ppl gibi. e nasty comment ppl gave abt yew but i stood up for yew. i regret havin tis frenship wit yew totally. yew did so much to harm moi and few of moi frens. Such a evil and black hearted person i hab nvr seen in moi life. i do nt need yew to judge moi and few of moi frens. who are yew to do tat? yew gt jealous easily jus becox dey are close to one another. i wonder who is making use of who! i dun need yew to comment on moi cox i tink i'm so much beta compare to yew. I dun behave lyk yew do. I dun need to go ard and act as if i knw alot abt dem. i dun need to act as a smoker to fit into e grp. i dun need to go ard flirting wit moi fren bf. i dun need to organise any gathering and acting close wit dem. stop all ur nonsence! yew can go ard tellin moi frens abt our "story" and get dem to believe in yew cox i dun tink i need such a fren lyk yew. i knw moiself best.
i haben been attending sch daily as i'm disturb by certain stuff and jus need a break off frm everything. i hab been falling sick frequently and i realli wonder y. moi gardes are asdfghj!@#$ but i aint doin anythin abt it and sumtym i realli wish to stop schooling but on a second thought i guess it's beta if i could at least hab a diploma cert. I wish i'm 21 yr old nw, steppin into e working society. i wish tym could past abit faster than usual as days goes by.on a random note i wish santa can grant moi moi wish tis yr!
mayb it's true tat yew hab fall in love wit him. yew hab moi blessing and wish both of yew would last long.
' sumwhere over the rainbow♥
