.Friday, June 13, 2008 ' 10:54 PM Y
FRIDAY 13 IS A LOUSY DAY!
went out wit gfs to meiji and i only bought a pack of tibits for moiself and boi. Back to jp Siam Kitchen for lunch. Tomyum soup is heavenly! i wanna hab more of it. I tink i can jus hab e whole pot of soup to moiself. Walked ard and headed over to wm bk to look for wenjia and jody. Chatted for awhile before we went over to ss place for some chit chat session. The ear stud keep dropping out tat i got irritated and i couldnt find it and now i'm left wit e onli choice which is to jus place an ear stick. The day didnt ended well, i guess it will happen again tonite.Sch starting nxt week but i wont b attending sch on mon becox i'll b working at parco bugis.
i no longer knw wat is happening. We're drifting further away. i duno how long tis gona last but i realli wish it could end fast. i can nvr hab yew to moiself becox dey're always snatching yew away frm moi. At e same tym, dey are taking away moi happiness, bringing moi more sadness and disappointment. So much to voice out but yet i duno where to start. i'm lost on emotions and wateva is left inside of moi . i feel as though someone has taken moi away frm moi normal life routine and placed moi on a foreign planet.hugs and comforting words can only pacify moi for a while but e hurt i feel frm him is killing e insides of moi like wild fire spreading thru dense forestation. tears form when i think about those happier times.I realli miss the past but i knw it will nvr happen again.
' sumwhere over the rainbow♥