.Friday, April 11, 2008 ' 7:59 PM Y
School started for moi on mon, made new classmates. Wasnt veri comfortable at first cox everything seems pretty unfamilar for moi but as e days past i'm trying moi best to get used to it. The class is not as noisy as what i used to hab back in secondary school but still laughter can be heard once in awhile so not tat bad. Everyday is the same routine doing powerpoint slide, doing research.
Today is one of moi suck-iest day. Firstly, it rain super heavy and i thought of not going sch but knwing tat on e 25/4 i'm skipping sch. Secondly, queue for bus 902 was super duper long and thus i'm late for sch and therefore moi gpa deduct 0.5 and e list jus goes on. The past few days were pretty alright. Boi, shumin, ss, jeremy, sinee came dwn to accompany us for lunch break. We headed to house of lobster for lunch and most of us order chicken cutlet rice which i seriously tink tat it's not yummy at all cox the rice was veri dry and hard. So far, i onli went for 2 lunch break as most of e tym i'll be rushing thru our research and ppt with e rest of moi team mates.
i'm trying to get used to slping early but still i always tend to wake up in e middle of e night and onli manage to slp back aft 2-3 hours which is terrible. I need to drag moiself out of bed at 640 to get ready for sch. I need to get used to doing presentation everyday but i realli dislyk it lyk totally cox is boring!
i hate it when i let moi emotions rule over moi and when i came running towards you lyk a small little ger waiting for yew to open up ya arms. At tym i wish i could hab ya shoulder to lean on but i knw i cant hab yew all e tym. I just need to go thru it moiself and not always rely on yew. All i can ever do is jus pour everything out to you hoping to feel much beta wit ya comforting and encouraging words when i realli felt lyk giving up. i'm also trying to get used to you not being able to meet up. Dun forget wat yew promise moi e other tym kay! yew're not u****** at all. Is jus tat yew cant b dere physically when i'm dwn cox yew need to attend to some stuff. I wonder when will i b able to see yew again. Tdy is realli a terrible day for moi. =( Whenever i tink of tat it jus lead moi to tears.
' sumwhere over the rainbow♥
